I can't sleep. I'm tired to the bones but I still can't sleep. To many thoughts in my head. My body hurts. My mind wanders. It's snowing outside.

The small, small crystals of snow wirls, pass streetlamps, glistens, falls and find their soft restingplace next to their kin. It's beautiful. I want to go outside and feel the freshness and the cold touch my face, I want to stand still, my eyes closed and just let myself be filled with the magic of the moment and let the snow cleanse my mind and feel the Mother of all and everything stroke my cheek with her soft cool hand.